Les merveilles du clipart

Devinette : Il manque quelque chose à ce bloc. Qu'est-ce que c'est ?

Bébéfafa, comme dirait Odile.

Chocolat mi-amer

The children are asleep and I should be learning Dreamweaver and Flash so I can teach how they can be used in museums. Instead, I am eating chocolate reading my favorite blogs.

During the holidays, I cleaned a drawer full of letters from old friends. Friends saying nice things to me, making me laugh with their words when I was away or when they were away. I had completely forgotten about those letters, almost forgotten about the people themselves, about the friendships. And I thought that I would like to learn how to be more kind to people and more grateful to people who once were nice to me, or who are nice to me so that I can be with them. I forget the kindness of other people. Too busy worrying that they might think I am an idiot? suggested my therapist. I suggest maybe she is right and maybe she knows me well now, with her long gray braid of hair and her soft voice.

I am discovering that there are so many gentle and kind people. My new colleagues, for example, are so nice to me I am almost afraid of them. And I am discovering bloggers who are intelligent and sensitive and artists who are so talented. I am also afraid of them. I feel like I am the looser trying to be part of the gang like when I was 13 in highschool. Or 42 during Mother's Day party in preschool.

There are people who are nice. I want to be nice to them. That is my resolution for 2007. (Said retarded person...) And also that I want to laugh more. But this post is not such a good beginning regarding that.